Say It Aint So

Tue, 07 Sep 2004 02:05:57 GMT

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dun dun dun dun DUN

Thu, 02 Sep 2004 04:05:37 GMT

talked to Jon whom i missed while he was gone. two weeks is to long to not talk to one of your friends. it turns out my interview isnt tomarrow its on friday so i can breath a little easier tonight. tomarrow night i wont be able to sleep. heh.

Wed, 01 Sep 2004 05:39:27 GMT

just got back from seeing the diffs at the key club with sara and they were awesome. i deffinately want to go see them again. our cab fare was 29.80....the guy definately took the long way home.grr. but overall a very good night. im happy i went.

Mon, 16 Aug 2004 05:25:59 GMT

eh...i didnt really do anything today. i went promised lauren i would bring her starbucks so i sat outside her house for 20 min to give it to her. i had to even make her dog bark to get her attention. arent i such a good friend. i hope she feels better.
i already had to read the wildwood books and only one of them was good, and i am not even going back to wildwood. so now i have to read two more books! life is so unfair!

Fri, 06 Aug 2004 05:50:52 GMT

Jynx me something crazy
Thinking if it's three
Then I'm as smooth as the skin
Rolls across the small of your back
It's too bad it's not my style
If you need me
I'm out and on the parkway,
Patient and waiting for headlights,
Dressed in a fashion that's fitting to the
Inconsistencies of my moods

It's times like these where silence means everything
And no one is to know about this
It's times like these, where silence means everything
And no one is to know about this

It's a campaign of distraction
And revisionist history, oh

It's a shame I don't think that they'll notice
(it's a shame, I don't think that they'll notice)
It's a shame I doubt they even care
(it's a shame I doubt they even care)
No one is to know about this

It's a shame I don't think that they'll notice
(it's a shame, I don't think that they'll notice)
It's a shame I doubt they even care
(it's a shame I doubt they even care)
Don't let me down

But whatever I have gettin myself into
Maybe has been slicing inches from my waist
It's my fist vs. the bottle
(and thank god you weren't there...)
And that's how bad could this hurt
Or against I won't feel a thing
(and thank god you weren't there...)
I tell you all about it
It's just not working out
(...to watch me hit bottom)
Not working out

It's a campaign of distraction
And revisionist history, oh

It's a shame I don't think that they'll notice
(it's a shame, I don't think that they'll notice)
It's a shame I doubt they even care
(it's a shame I doubt they even care)
No one is to know about this

It's a shame I don't think that they'll notice
(it's a shame, I don't think that they'll notice)
It's a shame I doubt they even care
(it's a shame I doubt they even care)
Don't let me down

This is why we were taught so much better than this
This is why we were taught so much better than this

This is what living like this does

-taking back sunday
(ghost man on third)

Tue, 27 Jul 2004 02:57:28 GMT

im coming home tomarrow!!!!!

w00t!

Sat, 19 Jun 2004 14:41:57 GMT

What kind of disease are you?

alamrcnrjct:

alamrcnrjct is caused by monkeys.

alamrcnrjct will, upon infection, turn the infected into a hippie.
The cure for alamrcnrjct is to act like you're in a bad action film starring Mel Gibson.

Thu, 17 Jun 2004 01:41:05 GMT

How to make a alamrcnrjct

Ingredients:

1 part friendliness

1 part arrogance

5 parts instinct

Method:
Blend at a low speed for 30 seconds. Add a little lustfulness if desired!

Personality cocktail
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Fri, 11 Jun 2004 02:30:38 GMT

gettin contacts tomarrow.....w00t

Thu, 10 Jun 2004 16:21:04 GMT

am i really emo?

Wed, 09 Jun 2004 05:11:46 GMT

Emo! You're very in touch with your emotions and
that's what I like about you! It's all about
the music for you... I have pity for your
tortured soul...you're just like me...

What genre of rock are you?
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Sat, 08 May 2004 03:39:46 GMT

tonight i am home alone... everybody is at the movies except me. if i finish my current events tonight i can possibly do something tomarrow. yay. i am really scared because i keep hearing doors opening and shuting, then i hear foot steps but no one is there. im really really scared. i might just have to go play guitar really loud so i can get away from the noises i am hearing.

i was looking up pictures of John Lydon and i found this. i dont no why im posting it, but i just thought it was gorgeous...

Wed, 31 Mar 2004 20:07:55 GMT

You are Heroin Bob!

Which SLC Punk are you?
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Sat, 27 Mar 2004 06:08:58 GMT

what do you call 500 lawyers lying on the bottom of the ocean?
a start.

Fri, 19 Mar 2004 05:38:10 GMT

You are HEROIN.

What Drug Are You?
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Tue, 16 Mar 2004 04:13:01 GMT

i have just noticed how much shit is building up on me. i have made myself fall so far behind in almost everything that i dont know if i can really catch up to everybody. i have tutoring tomarrow thank g-d because i really need to catch up!!

see the guitar he is playing? that is my DREAM guitar. i need it but i am not going to get it which makes me sad. it costs to much. GIbson Les Paul Custom Silverburst.....mmmmmm so nice.

Sun, 14 Mar 2004 04:50:52 GMT

i have no time to myself. i have zack here and his mom is on her way. she is my moms best friend so its going to be a very interesting week.i always have to be "entertaining" or i get in trouble. all i wana do is lock myself away from everyone!! great, the one week i feel like im going crazy my therapist is gone!!! grrr

Sun, 14 Mar 2004 00:56:22 GMT

my weekend is toooo busy! i like to be lazy on weekends but instead i have been active. erg. yesterday i saw Dirty Dancing which was a good movie, Jamies friends were in the front row dancing and they fell over, and afterwards i saw Charlie and Kevin there. i feel bad for the people in the movie theatre...so many crazy lod archer girls. Natasha kept saying her name was Stephanie which was a tad bizarre but i love her anyways. yesterday i also dyed my hair brown. finally im not blond! today i went to the promenade with my sister, brother, and zack. we met my brothers friends there which was kinda annoying but whatever. i got a necklace and two shirts... and one of them says "your anger makes me happy." for some reason i like it.

Sat, 13 Mar 2004 07:12:49 GMT

yesterday i was sick so i didnt have to school. yay! four day weekend! today i picked up my friend Zack from the airport, went to guitar and then i went to century city with my sister, zack, and a lot of her friends and saw a movie. i got my hair dyed!!!!!! yay!!!

Wed, 10 Mar 2004 04:44:28 GMT

my hair is up for the first time in months. im soooo freakin hot. damn weather.

one more thing....

Thu, 04 Mar 2004 05:25:54 GMT


Marriage is love.

Tue, 02 Mar 2004 05:06:13 GMT

so much fucking drama going on in my life. it must stop!! i am watching law and order which is the best show on earth. i love court cases exceot my friends step dad is a judge and said it is never that exciting. :( i found out that Eric has an lj, yay! lol im such a loser. Eric do you miss the clean shave? <3 omg! it is raining and it is cold and wet and i really dont like it. i was going from my house to my guest house which is like 3 steps and i got really wet which is groos. im so cold and its not cool. i have so much on my mind...i keep jumping thoughts, wierd.

<3 Stephanor/Ron/...all the other names i have

Sun, 29 Feb 2004 04:43:50 GMT

there is so much fuckin drama happening in my life right now and i dont seem to be near the top on the list of priorities.
i wish i could be with the people who make me feel the best right now. i miss jordan and sam so much and i just wanna be with them. my advisor and my mom are setting due dates for my work and i hate it, because im behind and i have so much work to do they are setting dates and i cant do everything in time. my biology paper will be done waaayyy before it is due so i wont have to worry about it but i still havent finished The Great Gatsby, i have hardly started The Grapes Of Wrath, and i havent started my lit. circle book Breathing Underwater. i think im screwed. by monday i need to be done with The Great Gatsby and i have to be on chapter 11 of The Grapes Of Wrath...and by friday i have to be 2/3 through Breathing Underwater.grrrrrrrrrr. i have to do so much research right now and i have a headache and im really depressed right now, ugh it needs to end!! i guess im crashing and burning.

"The best way to make your dream come true is to wake up."

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Sat, 28 Feb 2004 04:17:11 GMT

my internet is broken again so i am updating from my neighbors house. i hate it when it brakes! sammy is playing Sims and the music for it is terrible! we both agree on that. today i had my confrence and my dad couldnt come thank g-d, but we arent dont so my confrence is "to be continued..." i am not excited for that. tonight i am home alone and when my parents come back i am going to watch The Great Gatsby to help me with the book. what fun. while i was waiting to go to guitar my mom and dad were talking and making me wait. i was late for guitar but i got to learn White Room by Cream which is a really good song. i have just discovered how good i am at Sims. it is very sad how good i have gotten...im pathetic.

Fri, 27 Feb 2004 01:17:27 GMT

i have been trying to convince my parents to let me get a new pet, and i want a ferret. they are so cute and i want one! my dad has a wierd phobia of mice so he wont let me have Beaker which sucks. Today was strange. i kept hyperventalating...which made breathing a task. if it wasnt so involuntary i would have stopped. i felt lightheaded all day and looked like i was a zombie. i cant really say "all day" since i went to school at lunch time. at least i got to miss tutoring because of it. Sam came back from his cruise which makes me happy because i missed talking to him so much. there is no school tomarrow but the bad part is that i have my beloved confrence to attend. whoopie. i am sooo scared of what is going to happen. i hate confrence time because you are trapped in a room with your parents and your teacher and you have no where to go. it is cruel!